Thursday, June 30, 2011

yes!!


mathematics test tomorrow
it is easy for me
i can do well in maths
so no worry ^^

hope i won't make any mistake
GOD bless
YOU bless
I bless


anyway
just do it


assignment
you make my life busy
everyday heard people talk about you
damn


i don't want to be nerd
not fun at all
i hope can go shopping, lepak, watch movie, etc
but this social make me change my mind


knowledge is important than everything
once you have the knowledge
then you can have a lot of things
which you want to have


but
i still enjoy my uni life
damn fun
my gang is damn crazy

my laopo-yen
feel like she has changed
we getting less and less contact
maybe she is busy with her study


but i won't blame her
i also didn't find her
because i busy with my study too


but what i wanna say is
don't too stress laopo
take it easy
and enjoy it


another laopo-jane
remember study hard
don't play play in your form 6
don't so crazy
although i am crazy too


anyway
i miss u two my babe
must meet out when i go back
miss the time we crazy
love you two~

-i miss you-

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

熬过去,我们结婚。







有位心理学家曾写道“一个成熟称得上真爱的恋情必须经过四个阶段'
那就是:共存…反依赖…独立…共生,
之间转换所需的时间不一定,因人而易。

第一个阶段:共存。
这是热恋时期,不论何时何地总希望能腻在一起。

第二个阶段:反依赖。
等情感稳定,一方想多一点时间做自己想做的事,这时另一方就会感到被冷落。

第三个阶段:独立。
这是第二个阶段的延续,要求更多独立自主的时间。

第四个阶段:共生。
这时新的相处之道成形,你们已经成为最亲密的人
你们在一起相互扶持一起开创属于你们人生
你们在一起不会互相牵绊而会互相成长
他(她)就像是你的亲人

但是,好多人都通不过第二或第三阶段,选择分手。
其实很多事只要好好沟通就会没事,可是想太多和任性就是无法避免。
世界上遇到唯一的你多么不容易,能不能不要轻言放弃。

你发现了吗?
你们本没有相同之处,外表不相像,性格也是南辕北辙
但是相爱然后在一起,
日复一日,年复一年,
你会惊讶你的眼睛竟有点像他的眼睛
他的微笑竟也有点像你的微笑。

你们走路的步伐变得相似。
你们说话的语气也愈来愈像。
你们爱喝同一杯饮料。
你们的口头禅变得一样。
你们总能猜到对方下一句话是什么。

原来我们会变成我们所爱的人。
你在不知不觉中让他改掉了他爱皱眉的坏习惯。
这个改变,或许连他自己也不曾察觉。
他在不知不觉中让你变得做事不再马马虎虎。
你差点认不出自己。
会在不知不觉中逐渐变成对方理想中的人,
这种改变,绝对不是刻意的。

两个人相处时间越久,气质也越相近
有一天,你惊讶地发现,
这样的你们多么默契。
或许再也遇不到这样的感情。

深深爱着一个人的时候,你原来真的会一点一点失去自己。
张爱玲说过:“于千万人之中,遇见你要遇见的人。
于千万年之中,时间无涯的荒野里,
没有早一步,也没有迟一步,
遇上了也只能轻轻地说一句:“哦,你也在这里吗?”

或许伤心时,想过放弃
或许快乐时,想过坚持
当理智时,一切就都坚强的隐忍了。
为了,就是为着自己的爱情扪心自问时无怨无悔。

或许他不够体贴
或许他不是最帅的
或许他忙时忽略了你
或许你总觉得他还不够爱你
但他是最可爱的
一切一切都需要时间去考证

两人在一起不是1+1=2的关系
而是0.5+0.5=1
各自消减了自己的傲慢、霸气、任性 、
去适应另一半


yes
it was true
i also think like this

gone through the 4 stages
we went to get married OK?
^^

Monday, June 27, 2011

peace !!



arrggg
headache!!
i am blur today
and bekchek too

i don't like people force me to do something
when i say no
then is no !!
don't try to contrary to me

i hate this !!
i will elude the person
and feel annoying

i am trying to make myself in good condition
at school
when discussing assignment
even at home

but now i got flu again
@.@
feeling very hard
and tired too

anyway
i need to continue my life
as usual

love dis dialog so much

Boy: Hey I've two words to say.
Girl: What?
... ...
Boy: I LOVE U
Girl: Huh.. Isn’t that 3 words?
Boy: No! Because (U) And (I) Are One


exactly
U and I are one


-i miss u-

Sunday, June 26, 2011

i'm ok




I'm sick
feeling bad
fever, flu, eyes pain, tired
all together

really is good partner
><
made me so hard
feeling hot right now

arrrhhhh
very exhausting
feel like already want faint
who can help me

Don't worry
i will take care of myself
as what i have promised you before

Friday, June 24, 2011

Nothing's Gonna Change My love For You



If i had to live my life without you near me
the days would all be empty
the nights would seem so long
you i see forever oh so clearly
i might have been in love before

but i've never felt this strong
our dreams are young and we both know
they take us where we want to go
hold me now touch me now
i don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
you oughta know by now how much i love you
one thing you can be sure of
i never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
you oughta know by now how much i love you
the world may change my whole life through
but nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy
our love will lead the way for us
like a guiding star
i'll be there for you if you should need me
you don't have to change a thing

i love you just the way you are
so come with me and share the view
i help you see forever too
hold me now touch me now
i don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
you oughta know by now how much i love you
one thing you can be sure of
i never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
you oughta know by now how much i love you
the world may change my whole life through
but nothing's gonna change my love for you

Thursday, June 23, 2011

All would be well




tomorrow basic english listening test
damn
i weak in listening
what to do

but
u can do it
winnie low!!
gambateh!!

tomorrow go back melaka luu
saturday need go eunice's birthday party
no choice
my darling~~

next thursday —— maths test 1
OMG
every week got test 
i am gonna crazy

feel happy at school now
glad to know ihui
she is damn crazy like me
she said i am her teacher

she learn from me
and follow my style
but i like it
love the way we crazy






and
we don't like sonia
she very yer yer
and very busybody

maybe we are different style
that's why she always said we sampat
><
suak!

anyway
all subject's assignment is coming
i think next week is assignment week for me
@.@

scholarship
i got you !!
yeapp !!!
damn happy

hope they don't jealous
i am not smart at all
maybe i was so lucky
thank GOD for the blessing

i need to fight for myself
no one can help me
unless i help myself
society is so realistic

anyway
just be myself
i am a confident and tough girl
everyone know that

love myself the most



-i miss you-

Sunday, June 19, 2011

Great



Done my critical thinking assignment
huhu~
trying to do the best in everything
i hope it will be getting better to me

all my friends here are talking in english
look like they all are born to speak in english
although they are chinese
@.@


for me
it was very hard to talk in english
but i try to do so
i want improve my english lah~~


just now morning went to film fest
got 3 guest
dick chua, james lee and teddy chin
i love dick chua the most



very handsome
very 'yeng'
he put his hand on my shoulder when take photo 
damn love him

i don't like teddy chin ><
his smile is sham !
he looks handsome from far
but if see nearly not handsome

that's what we called actor !
always act !
don't know why they crush on him
because he looks smart??

i don't think so
he thought he handsome ??
no no
maybe he got his own attractive

anyway
had a great day today
crazy together with ihui them
damn love it






i miss you
already long time did not saw you
how are you ?
must take care yourself ok?

Friday, June 17, 2011

明天会更好



今天
没温习到书
怎么办
有点过意不去

想想
明天要更努力
大哥他们明天来

要怎样温习
不知道

tell myself
need to work hard
cannot
waste time

i got the chance
to do the best
yes
chance

i love you
chance
i will appreciate it

feel tired today
what happen to me actually
i don't know
anyone can tell me?

try to write in english start from today
but then don't know what to write if use english
lolz
sia sui~

met many new friends here
but still don't know how is their behavior
but it was a good start to me
secondary school's life was suck to me

I want to enjoy my life now :)
different life
need to stay a year here
so must force myself to adapt to the environment here

although it is quite hard
but no choice
no one can help me 
if i do not independent

felt lonely when stay at room alone
i don't like the feeling
very pity
T.T





-I miss you-



Thursday, June 16, 2011

徘徊



头有点痛
是怎么了
好累
也要努力的过

好烦
一大堆的东西
从何着手
不晓得

老婆
最近很忙呗
一样
忙惨了

记得
保持联络
想念你们
和疯狂的日子

每天上过的课
回到家
又需重新读一遍
好累

不读
就不明白
读了
还是不明白

结果
能怎样
安慰自己
考试前再读一遍

大学生活
独自面对
行的
真的可以的

勇敢
是一定要的
为了什么
为了自己

放弃
不在字典里
有的是
坚持

我爱你
梦诗
安慰是一定要的
一直这样对自己说

想念
不曾停止
渐渐的
变成了习惯

一直不变的
是你
那个你
一样的你

习惯了
那遥远的距离
和孤单的想念

一直都一样
答应过的事
悠记得
也一直在做

寂寞
散不去
只能让它吞噬
那瞬间的忧伤

我很好




Wednesday, June 15, 2011

现实



assignment
你来了
看了题目
脑里出现了一个字
OMG

今天的我
好疯狂
在学校一直大笑
一直讲个不停

我有哭的权利
但却告诉自己
不能再被眼泪控制
真的不能

一次的崩溃
消耗很多体力
眼睛也会不听话的
肿起来

我必须学会承担难过
因为难过它会过去
努力学会转身
因为要比眼泪快

人前
不会有眼泪
人后
再也不会有那么多

一直以为
时间会过得多快
其实
也没多快

不想长大
是现在的想法
以前
总想要赶快变大人

然而
我发现
现在并不是这么想了
人要随着环境而改变

我想要的是什么
我——还在寻找着
那美好的前景
希望不会有让自己后悔的一天

是我的梦想之一
那种感觉
不曾改变

花了好大的勇气
坚持到现在
我想
那是值得的

因为
是你

对不起
我在那时
有那种想法
坦白
是我的选择

谢谢你
接受了它

现在
我要对自己说
不要哭!