less miserable

OMG
today Life Span Development class full of 'omg' dis word
lecturer! you are such a good lecturer huh..
give us watch vaginal delivery and caesarean video =.=
God damn it.
why we, women have to bear the painful?
fuck by those men, giving birth and period pain
all PAIN!
you all, men, so enjoy huh!
fuck yay!
I don't feel like want to get pregnant after watching the video.
it is so terrible and horrible!
all the MUMMY in this world
you all are so great！
same to my mummy *muacks*
saw one sentence in fb just now.
爱情，不是等你得空了，才来珍惜。
oh yeah.is true..
when the time u free to appreciate ur relationship,
it is actually too late.
so please do appreciate what u have right now.

homesick

long time did not call mum and chat with her.
i know i am gonna cry if talk to her.
already 3 weeks in kampar.
i try to adapt to kampar life.
but get sick since yesterday.
feeling headache the whole day
wtf
i used to be as tough as i can.
but somehow i feel like there will be better if someone can listen to me.
i keep everything inside my deep heart
hoping that there will be someone can understand me
and say 'tell me ur problem, i am here with u.'
no matter boy or girl.
at least there is someone care for me.
staying outside alone hard to avoid be emotional.
i know i am emotional
small thingy oso can cry.
i dun wnt my tears drop, but i cant keep it anymore
stress and pressure around me
i know there is someone who always pamper me a lot.
but we are so far from each other.
and a big change happened between us.
i dun know what will happen the next.
but thank you.
i try to be humour again.
i miss myself!
the one who used to be laughed a lot!
i hate myself！
the one who always put others first rather than herself!
i dun knw what happened to me.
i miss my family! i dun knw why i miss my dad the most!
is it because he had changed a lot becoz of us? i am so love him!
maybe for some ppl i quite $$ faces
but u knw what?!
dun tell me u dun love money ok!
ppl, u are so suck!
please get out, dun ruin my life!